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Seems Three Years Though Maybe Four, Someone Drops Dead Whom I Adore
Life will offer you valuable opportunities to retrospectively reflect upon past “periods” that have occured therein. Where I’ve had the opportunity to do so, reality for me is that someone else painfully & abruptly removes themselves from the cast in the timeframe of my adult life somehow.
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Time Can Hide The Years… (or David Hojak Misses Chris Cornell)
In the early 90’s, I’d heard Metallica was going to eventually tour with them (and they did, one year later). What I didn’t know was that Soundgarden was going to be opening to concert. Back then (1992), they hadn’t released Superunknown yet. Yet still, Chris Cornell was all f**king over…
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All the Love Gone Bad…… Turned My World to Black
Solitude meant independence in so many ways I hadn’t anticipated. So young, I just got lost in simply moving away from such a broken home, as early as possible. Ultimately, this meant taking on my first relationship entirely by chance, and somewhat out of desperation. Having grown as tired of…
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Why Doesn’t Anyone Believe in Loneliness?
In hindsight, David Hojak looks at these past instances experientially, considering only what he took from them psychologically… not necessarily considering what was there to damage him on all sides emotionally or socially.
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Looking for the Part of Me That’s Still Alive
I’d just lost my most pivotal parent in life, then gone on to take up drugs as a hobby… all by the age of 15. I was in no mode or mood to wander back out into society as lost & aimless as I was. My motivations back then were to…